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Anxiety

July 12, 2008

I’m a quote fiend, and Thomas Merton is a good victim for me. “Anxiety is the mark of spiritual insecurity.” You may need to read and re-read those words. In general terms, anxiety of any kind stems from two forms of fear. One is the fear of losing control and the other is mistrust of the One to whom you are losing your control.

A repetitive topic here is that of Ego and its negative influence over our inner essence. Ego desires to remain in total control of your life indefinitely. Any fluctuation that may mean a renouncing or relinquishing of any control by your Ego will result in many different reactions. Frustration, guilt, shame, hate, anger and jealousy are just a few.

Specifically when related to spiritual, or as some would call “religious” issues, anxiety is the major symptom of intense insecurity. Another term this could be known as is “I believe it because ‘they’ told me and I haven’t really bothered to check it out myself, but I’m willing to cut friendships, offend family and ostracize myself from other people anyway” syndrome.

Never in all of scripture, both Christian and otherwise, is a follower told to “take someones word for it” in regard to spiritual teaching. Instead most spiritual documents call for a follower to look inside themselves and find the Truth. If the Kingdom was not “within” Christ would have never said so, especially if it was 180 degrees in the “out”. The difficulty is that “within” is a place few of us are willing to enter.

Last week I suggested that we look inside ourselves to begin the process of becoming Aware. The one thing I know is that the first step of peering deep in the crevices of our spirit is the most important. At the portal to our inner self He waits to guide us down and ultimately back up. It has been said that “the journey of a thousand steps begins with just one.” Take that first step within and prepare for the journey of a lifetime!

When Balance isn’t really Balance

June 27, 2008

I’ve written quite a bit about the importance of being balanced. I feel that to find success in any area of life, balance must be a part of the equation. But what kind of balance? Sometimes I can sit outside or take a day off or go somewhere else and feel like I have found balance. I can begin to hear my internal dialogue and interior silence grow. I can even have  the beginnings of an enraptured feeling where I think I have it “all figured out”.

Is what I’m feeling true or not? You’ve probably experienced this before and wondered the same thing. I think that the only way we know if we are in balance is to be in balance in the regular rhythms of life.

Moments of self-discovery are essential, but can actually be detrimental if we lead a life hopping from one of those moments to another. Everything in life is balanced on the pivot of “now”. I have no control over event in the recent or far past; neither do I have any control over things yet to happen. The only place that I have any ability to “do” anything is right here, right now.

If the only way I can feel “in balance” is to escape living life in community, I have become severely off balance in both perspective and execution of life.

John Maeda is becoming a mentor-at-large. He had a conversation with a colleague about insecurity. And I think it has great significance on the idea of real balance. He said, “The thing about insecurity, is that if you are too insecure, then you don’t grow – because you’re paralyzed by fear of failure. On the other hand, if you have no insecurity, then you don’t grow either – because your head is so big you can’t recognize your failures.” The colleague replied, “Balance in all.” John continued, “If you are in the middle, however, you have to shift towards the edges and oscillate a bit in order to know if you are centered.” He responded, “You can get lost in the middle. You need mentors to give you courage.”

To this John questioned, “But all your mentors tend to go away as you age.” The answer, “Yes, because you don’t need them anymore.”

The key is to embrace the oscillation around center/balance, always checking that the pendulum doesn’t swing too far in any direction.

Be like Jesus?

June 23, 2008

We all know and believe that Jesus had a purpose when He was born and in His death and resurrection He fulfilled His purpose. What does that mean for us when placed over the desire for us to “know our purpose” and to “be like Jesus”?

No I’m not proposing heresy, but I am asking that we look closer to the words we use. Cliches become cliches because of the truth they contain. However, through time, the words can lose their original meaning. Yes we all have a purpose, but it doesn’t mean we have only “one” purpose. Jesus fulfilled His purpose not by dying and being resurrected. He fulfilled His purpose by “doing what He saw His Father doing”, by divesting Himself of His own ego and allowing Himself to become “no-thing” that He might be used to do “some-thing”.

This is where we find the reality of our “purpose in life”. Our purpose is to have no purpose – only to do our Father’s bidding. To allow Paul’s old man to die, is to be released from the bondage to the egoic self, the false self and to “be” who God desires us to “be”.

Re-invention

June 4, 2008

One of the things that successful organizations have to always keep before them is the value of, what I call, Thinking Forward.  While it is important to have your focus on the Now, it is also just as important to look ahead. In fact, one of the keys to Lifepoint’s continued relevance is it’s ability to review current culture and point out where the church can best impact the local community of Byron and Peach and Houston Counties.

To let you in on some thinking and how far we allow brainstorming to go, ask yourself some questions. What can Lifepoint do to positivley impact its locality more than it is currently doing? Don’t just think of adding programs, think deeper to what inner cultural changes can be made…or should anything be changed at all?

We all know that all things green are prevelant in culture, more now than at any other time. What could or should we do as a church to acknowledge this shift in culture?

What about the impact of a black candidate for President? How should or could we work toward racial unity in our local environment? 

What about the increase of Islam as a world religion and its misunderstanding in most conservative southern churches? What should or could we do to motivate a combining of efforts with Islamic, Jewish, Catholic and Protestant faiths to promote a better city and rural life for those around us?

These are not questions that most religious leaders want to listen to or acknowledge, but this is the life we live. These questions and more are on the minds and hearts of Middle Georgians. If we as a church do not seek to cultivate a community that at the very least entertains these questions, we will find ourselves running toward a road that ends with divisional walls separating the “us” from the “them”.

Lifepoint is a different place entirely. We challenge the “us/them” question consistantly. We see Macon in a downward spiral and ask, “What can we do?” We see the increase in gas prices and ask, “What can we do?” We look out and hear the discomfort and unease around us and ask, “What can we do?” But more than just ask the questions, when we have defined a place where we can make a difference, we do something.

No, we do not feed thousands and build hundreds of homes and provide countless jobs, but we do what we can. Often we as individuals look out and feel overwhelmed by the magnitude of problems that surround us. We become paralyzed and still. At Lifepoint we have been there too. Paralyzed and unsure of what action to take.

The difference is that we constantly relook and relook at circumstances to provoke us to do something. We have provided water for those in Africa and shelter for those in Houston County. Is there more to do? Certainly, and because of that don’t be suprised when things change.

The central guiding focus of Lifepoint is to provide an environment where those who do not know God or who have known and left can come and experience a place to grow into faith. It’s OK to not believe in God, or be gay, or have a less than stellar background. We know that the God we serve is large and His love is large. We also know that when allowed to question faith without resistance in a supporting environment, people find a God that loves them way more than they first thought, loves them where they are and walks with them throughout life. 

Re-invention and innovation go hand in hand. For a church to be innovative it must continually be re-inventing itself. Two results follow. One is that the core continues to evolve and change; the other is that new people who once thought that God had no place for them, suddenly find themselves immersed in a community of people set on making a difference one person at a time.

That is Lifepoint.

At the Q Conference

April 9, 2008

I’m at the Q Conference in NYC and what about I forgot my power cord, so……I’m going to post a play by play of the conference, but it will have to wait until I get back to GA. For now though I’m having a great time meeting great people and experiencing a wonderful time of community, catching up with people I met last year and making new friends.

Q Conference – culture – 14 days

March 27, 2008

Culture is perhaps the most intriguing part of the Q Conference. Since last year the questions and speakers comments have found a way to entangle themselves in a great deal of my thought and conversation.

Being aware and learning how to see into culture can help us in our developing and creating culture that evokes the core of the gospel. Christ, in his many forms, shows up throughout our local and global culture. If we are to become cognizant of his presence we must first shed preconceptions and assumed views. The ability to step outside of ourselves and view our life as an observer would view our life, greatly enhances our success in separating the vision of our lives from the assumed to the actual.

This is one of the greatest results of last years Q Conference. I was able to look at the world that exists around me, if for a few days, from an entirely different perspective. This change in viewpoint allows for great growth and new thought sustainability.

The Real X-Men

March 25, 2008

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The title can go for both men and women, but it defines a group of people with whom I am feeling closer and closer. In this specific moment in history, particularly religious history, we are exiting a strictly modernistic approach to all things religious. No more pigeon-holing and walls of denominational exclusions. Yet while the shift is obvious and large enough to guarantee it’s further progression, the trip isn’t over. While we are leaving an era of dissection understood and hypothesis tested for a place of trusted uncertainty, this point of gap between the leaving and the arriving will for some be the parenthesis in eternity where their lives are lived.

 These are the real X-Men. To understand and perceive a shifting in perception and function in the modern religious landscape is first to be commended, to have acted upon that feeling is courageous. Some have felt the change and remained… waiting. Others have seen the change and abandoned the past to embrace the unknown. Still others have sought to link the two and in many cases been “torn asunder” spiritually and emotionally.

As in the movie of the same name, the X-Men were something new. Some were frightened and wanted to “cure” them, but they understood that what had occurred was not a “disease” but simply who they were born to be. Most likely I will not live to see the other side of this river of change, my life will have been lived out not having rested on solid ground, but on restless waves. Still, I know that though the river is full of change now – once the traverse is complete the journey will be remembered as have been made on a river of dreams.